Friday, October 18, 2024

ARROW, THROWER

& these words, these sounds, coming tragically late to this space on the internet I've so carefully carved out for myself. meaning, I released two songs over in August, & never got around to putting them up on this website & I dont know exactly why... But here I am here with the relevant motivation and energy to push this forward

So I announce, 

Arrow, Thrower

&

Thrower, pt 2

        "two Songs of the greater project "Saints, Throughgrain" depicting self in differing lenses, or, I talk to myself too much...  "

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    Credits
Lou Jns as writer, performer, recorder
Rachel Land as editor
Julia R Anderson as drummer, photog, ears
Erik Williamson as ears
Marly Lüske as mastering engineer at Alchemix Studios

     Samples
The B Section of Inner Urge (feat. Sam Gendel, Jacob Mann, Christian Euman, Brian Green & Adam Ratner) by Sam Wilkes
ANNIE, I SING FOR.. (LIVE) by Saya Grey
Turtles by Flying Lotus
The Angel by Buffy Saint-Marie 

 

excess thought... disregard...

I feel like more should be said, or done, the ever pressing feeling of 'oh i should work on this fucking website more' which i really wish I was doing but on the other hand this has been a difficult year, but what year isnt, & is it really even appropriate or worthwile to put these thoughts out here for eyes, as opposed to the journals I have been obsessively filling . 

but now I am reaching a plateau of sorts, it feels, but one that doesnt involve me being on a computer all that often, working towards big life changes working thru health & bettering the body. but oh so missing this feeling of proper focus and drive and work towards this music and art world I am creating, or,,, i might just be getting in my head about all of this. I have been writing songs on the guitar very well lately, I am working on two more short stories, I have been drawing, I am looking towards more study, I am giving this beast sobriety my all, or as much as i can give it. I have been taking photos, more of the people around me who I love. I have been making my own notebooks, I have been handling leather...

But my tape machines eye me, & I know i want to, need to record soon. something needs to happen. i dont know what

there is more i need to say but this fleeting motivation is wearing thin, soon to begone.

hmm